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blah blah blah .. thats all im hearin .. lol .. im dead bored in english .. haha .. ive decided to bring my journal back .. i usta update all tha time .. lol maybe i can do it agen lol .. but be4 my feelings usta be involved wayy to much .. and honestly there are sooo many fake people out there .. so im telling you now that my feelings will not be completely involved soo dont go lookin into my personal life .. if u want ta kno that .. call mee .. unless im here in class then leave me a message .. lol .. anyways
im dead excited. . taday marks 8 days untill my 1st red sox game =) .. 8 days =) and its a little anniversary for me nd my zizzy ... 20 months =) /// lol enough smiling and taday marks 2 months untill my birthday =) ... wow more smiles lol ..im just a happy person and im also happy because i went back to work yesterday .. i love my kids .. and thank god for that job because it helped me realize my major and taht i wanna be a teacher .. i love kids sooo much ... anways
im probably also happy becuz i just watched HOUSE <3 .. i baught the first season on DVD and Hugh Laurie turns me on to no extent .. i kno he is 46 married with 3 kids but i love him with soooo much inside me and i dont even know him .. how jr high? aha lol .. i dont care wat anyone says .. im obesessed
welll im outta here ..
<3 LeeLEe
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IM OFFICIALLY LYK COMPLETELY APART OF SALEM STATE >. haha ya prob wonderin y im lyk dead excited but onli i am becuzz . bunkerhill sucked majorrrr .. but yea im tkain 5 classes ta make up fa tha ones i didnt take or they didnt let me take last semester .. aHHh .. im lyk soo ecstatic .. iight well its off ta lunch with my helen
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[09 Jan 2006|03:16pm] |
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OK dont go see Hostel .. lyk it was a good movie but idk .. i dont kno if u wanna see it .. becuz its about these guys that rely want pussy so they go the lyk the Czech nd lyk find these girls that lyk con them into dyin basically nd only one survives nd he ends up killin tha head guy of the bad people . SO YEA i ruin it fa you ... cuz its soo gruesome and its bloody nd lyk iit had a good story line but it was groosss lOl .. but yea..
welll i jus that i had ta tell you that on 01x07x06 me nicole jess nd lisa discovered a real fish .i mean lyk it was real .. hAa it was nuts ... well i dont wnana update cuz i gotta walk ta my baby's
<3 leanne
I LOVE ANTHONY PAUL ZIZZO :: till the day i die ::
RIP DARYL
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[27 Dec 2005|12:45pm] |
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JOURNAL TIMEE * well just to let you kno christmas was nice ... i slept ova anthonys and wokeup with him on christmas and it was the bestest thing in this entire world and i lovehim and his entire family . nuthin will eva change that .. but yea anyways .. christmas was nice i got money and gifts and it was lyk usuall .. we wanted to go ta NH fa tha nite so we can go shoppin monday mornin but we culdnt ..and ta make up fa it we went ta wrenthem yesterday and i HATED it . lyk legit .. thea were no bargains and it sucked .. it had nuthin .. so im neva goin thea agen . so taday me nd gina are gonna hit uptha mall .. weather we find deals or not we.re goin .. but yea .. i dont kno .. i love my life kinda lately .. lyk i rely have the best boyfrend ..he makes me smile nd hes my bestest frend .. my frends are thea but lyk idk which ones are my truest ya kno .. but hayy you find out sooner or later. i just hate wen ppl say im with zizzo too much cuz honestly i dont care .i love spendin as much time with him as i can cuz wen im not with him i miss him .. but yea .. wellidk im off ta ginas cuz im sick of waitin nd iw as new THONGS !!! lOl
<3 Leanne
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[22 Dec 2005|10:00am] |
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omg yesterday could of gone either way .. thank god it went tha way it did i wuldnt kno wat ta do if it was badd .. but yea .. i kinda wish fee was around but hayy wat acn u do .. i went out with gina fa a lil ta get some stuff done and then we waited at nays fa my baby<3 ta get home and then we went thea and i gave fee a ride home cuz its lyk negative 100 out .. so then i decided to goout ta eat once zizzy was done and then we went ta unos and lyk i got chicken parm becuz i lyk adore it but i HATED it :: so dont go thea and get that :: but we had this cookie thing and i lyk adored it and anthonyh ad tha guy put candles on it fa our 15 month anniversary =) even tho it was tha 20th but he tried ta m,ake me hapyp cuz i was lyk pressin wicked bad but i aboslutely adore hom because hes always thea fa me wen i need him most and i just adore everything about him .. but enough on that .. i decided that we shuld go bowlin becuz if i went ta daryls thing i wuld of been wicked depressed but we neva ended up goin =/ but i still wanted ta go bowlin .. so i invited besides me zizzy nd gina it was maggie ginamarie vinnie and taylor and we had funn .. taylor nd vinnie sed they sucked but they lyk won hAitwas silly i kinda didnt feel lyk bowlin ya kno i kinda just wanted ta be around people i love and have funa nd i was .. i had sum of my best frends and my boyfrend .. so it was coolio .. but yea .. then i came home and it was lyk 11 so i went ta zizzos fa lyk an hour and it was nice. . we laid and cuddled adn thats my favorite thing .. but yea .. ill update later cuz im supposed to be getn redy ta go out wit liana but im not becuz of this .. =/ but yea ..
i<3AZ*
rip daryl . my angel
you are forever missed
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yea so taday is a day about memories.. i really cant believe its been a year cause honestly i can still here his voice yellin at me and fightin with me and always tryin ta be better than me . and just so many things are still so fresh in my mind .. i dont know ive been thinkin about this alot lately and i dont kno what ta do or how ta act its lyk a crazy thing and i just cant believe it happened .. lyk taday is one year ((rest in peace )) and lyk i still remember exactly everything from wat i did last year taday .. ya kno lyk i went ta school and marissa came with ginamarie and lyk we were havin sucha good day and this is when i agreed ta be santa fa tha rest of tha week for the NHS and lyk it was a good day and then i remember how i kept checkin my fone and i had a TON of missed calls from felicia and sonia so im thynkin somethin happened ta them but i wasnt sure so melissa sed y dont u call thema nd this was at 1*50 and i go ok watch fa me and then i remember chekin my voicemail and sonia was hysterical telling me wat i happened .. i didnt kno wat ta do i dropped my fone and my whole body felt lyk it had crmbled .. i bursted in tears and melissa came ta me and hugged me and then maggie came nd ginamarie .. i was soo upset .. and then i called nay and she culdnt talk so my mom had told me wat happened and ta come ta auntie robins.. so be4 i left i seen derek and he gave me one of his hugs that always usta make me feel betta wen i was upset but that didnt make me feel betta and i seen mander and i told her wat happened... while i was drivin home fee stayed on tha fone with me so that i didnt crshed cuz i was sooo upset and then i went into auntie robins and EVERYONE was upset .. my family was downstairs and all his frends were upstairs. . people kept walkin in to comfort my aunt and to go in his room and it was just a horrible day .. i dont thnkin i stopped cryin .. then finally we got in touch with sangie and me fee angie and heather went to dunks and i just felt lyk shyt .. o culdnt believe it becuz tha day be4 i seen him drivin angie's car telling me to go home be4 i caught a cold ... and it sucks because i miss him soo much and i dont thynk it was his time .. he had soo much to over come in this world and he had soo much heart .. weneva we faught he always came and sed sorry first .. and i dont kno .. it sucks because that was my baby cuz even tho he introduced me as his baby cuz .. but its lyk i neva get to see his warm smile or his blue eyes ever agen ...but dont worry D ill be thea and everyday that passes is a day it gets closa... Merry Christmas *
REST IN PEACE DARYL ANTHONY AMARAL
7*31*87 - 12*21*04
GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN
WEA IS THA GOOD IN GOOD BYE ?
its kinda hard with you not around
i kno ya in heavn smilin down
watchin us as we pray fa you
everyday we pray fa you
untill tha day we meant agen
in my heart is wea i keep you frend
memories give me tha strength i need to proceed
i still cant believe ya gone
id giv eanythin ta hear half ya breath
i kno ya still livin ya life after death
Because I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you, most at Christmas time
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so I was havin a conversation withnmy good pal mander finch and she has a journal; .. nd im lyk whoa wat a come back and since its sounds sooo incredible i wanted one too cuz shes sucha trend setta ... so im gonna make daily updates.. or weneva i can =)
right now im home waitin fa helen nd gina ta be ready and its off ta tha galleria ta get my an outfit fa my xmass party tanite .. im very excited ..well i guess they got redy too fast. . ill update tamorra
I LOVE ANTHONY ZIZZO
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